Rabu, 09 Februari 2011
Selasa, 27 April 2010
kalo liat pin DP yang sekarang tersimpen didompet, inget ama pin Capas yang selalu gue pake dulu sebelum pelantikan.
Rabu, 21 April 2010
ada Abel di wakil sekretaris
ada Prita di wakil bendahara
ada Andam ama Wulan di sekbid 1
ada Gue, Pedly, ama Eva di sekbid 2
ada Rias ama wawan di sekbid 3
ada Afgan ama Arabela di sekbid 4
ada Idham ama Melia di sekbid 5
ada April ama Panji disekbid 7
ada Dinda ama Alyani disekbid 8
Senin, 19 April 2010
Sabtu, 20 Februari 2010
Sabtu, 09 Januari 2010
Kamis, 31 Desember 2009
you are the one who saying that this gonna be the same as the other years. so thats why i treat this day so cold, like nothing's happening
first, i'm gonna say happy new year, all the best wishes for our life on 2010, for all my reader :) WOOOO WOOOO!! (trying to sound like trumpet, but kinda failed -_-') after a massive night, lots of fireworks popping and trumpets everywhere, what's YOUR new resolution? hah? me? oh well, the last night i was so fucked up. a rock hit my friendship with Aulion. so i said that i wont make wishes or resolution or whatev. last night i thought every years would be the same. i knew, they wont come true so i stopped hoping for a new life. last night i felt like, "for god sake, i dont get it why people gets so excited about this day. i mean, it's just the last number of date which changing". and i went so emo on my Twitter and Facebook BUTTTTT this morning a text from him changed everything:)) let me show you what this message told me about:
"udah berapa tahun ya faf kita sahabatan, ga taunya udah tahun baru aje. alhamdulillah ya faf meskipun tahun baru itu bodoamat, seengaknya gue ngerasa kita temenan lamaa bgt, org pacaran aja kalah ya hahaha. alhamdulillah juga gue ga pernah ngebentak lo, marah2in lo, tp gapapa kok faf gue dimarahin lo. kan lo pernah bilang klo kita egois, dan wajar dong kalo ada yg marah. tenang faf, jgn sedih taun baru ini, soalnya masih banyak yg lebih sedih dari lo. maaf ya faf klo kalimat gue salah atau ga pake bahasa inggris. gila aja deh gue kalah ama filmaker lawan penulis handal, pasti kalimat gue ga sosweet. bodo amat ya so sweet apa engga, i would like to say happy changing year. okeh! maaf lahir batin ya faf. -Aulion xoxo. ssesese hahaha"
fiuh, a pretty long text huh? well, since we forget the exact time when we claimed ourselves as "bestfriend" then, we use the new year event as the barometer how long we've became bestfriend. according to my calculation, we've shared our life for about 3 YEARS, it's such a long damn time. thanks for this 3 years we've spent together, thanks for the tears and laugh you've blessed every steps on my life, thanks for the light you brought when the darkness covered my life, thanks for catching me and bringing me up everytime i fall, thanks for being here when the rest walked out, thanks for being the one i can fully trusted on, thanks for being so kind, so wise, and so gentle when facing our problems, thanks for the movies you made for me, and thanks for every movies you asked me to help you, frankly, that's one of my favorite activites to go make movies with you, thanks for keeping my secrets, thanks for being the best i've ever had.
message for him gave me lots of hopes and wishes for 2010. let me show you, what i wish deep inside :)
-i'm gonna make myself. wiser, mature, and respectful
-stop whinning, start to learn to accept every God's decision
-spend more time with my family
-stop thinking about how unfair life is, life has its own Director
-stop being selfish, start to believe that i lived with peoples. and i'm not the only one who's surviving
-try to be thankful for everything God has given, life is a present for us
-the point of all this wishes just one, God plese help me to be a better person on 2010. AMEN
every starts has their own ends. 2009 has ended, 2010 has come, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!
ps: i'll post about what i've done on 2009. but i've got to list what the thing i need to write. just wait and be patience guys :)
ps2: FINALLY I BOUGHT A NEW CAMERA. well, not the one i wanted and craved for. but, this one's pretty good and i hope it'll help me bring back my light on this blog :')
Selasa, 22 Desember 2009
Rabu, 16 Desember 2009
falling in love with who loves girl is way easy, either with playboy. otherwise, fall for a guy who haven't understands how big LOVE effects a girl's life is, gets bigger percentage to fail.
Sabtu, 05 Desember 2009
ps: yes, more photos will be added as soon as a flash ;P
ps2: they look darker here :(
Kamis, 03 Desember 2009
after one pelantikan, a huge exam and one of my uncle passed away. this month, i mean, november couldnt be any worse. lots of things happened. starts from little goes to the biggest problem, everything on this november, this month, these 4 weeks. from my 'pelantikan' (til now, i still have no idea what pelantikan really means on english) of PASKIBRA, my sister's sweet seventeen goes to little things like i ruined my phone and the front side is now cracked up, and how i dropped my DHARMAPUTRA badge and so did my senior keep it. gosh, everything went bad on november.
and about 2012 movie. frankly speaking, i havent go check the movie yet, but it freaks me out for sure. i mean, i havent be ready yet to leave this earth.
talking about leave the earth. one of my beloved uncle passed away and it made me drop my tears, i mean, for a people like me.... crying is-not-so-me but yeah. whatever. i miss you already papa haris and sorry for wasnt being there at your funeral. may Allah bless you. I LOVE YOU.it became one of my biggest regret, about why why why i wasnt able to go with my sister year ago to go to america visit him. i mean, it's been along time since the last time i went to america :(let's go to the whole point of this post. my new role model. a girl with a strong heart and a soft smile. a girl who got striked by a life thousand times but never gets down. a girl who always be the victim of life but never give up. a girl with a heavy load on her shoulders but never get tired. a girl whos always busy by problems but never stop working those out. RIRIE RAMADHONA. the toughest girl ever born.
she once sent me this when a rock hit me. see? she's a damn wonderwoman
her father just rest in peace. leaving this world, went to see Allah. move to a better a place. and watch Ririe from the other side of this world. may Allah gives him and all the family an endless happiness. Amen
Love you even more, ririe
Selasa, 03 November 2009
Senin, 26 Oktober 2009
on the 26th of october at the morning. i came to your house, knocking at the door and came in. i saw you slept, and tried so hard to make no noise. i lighted up the candle. and carried the cake. i kissed you on the cheek. and said "happy sweet seventeen my prince" you woke up. i was the first you saw when you opened your eyes. you called my name. and said "thank you my princess" you kissed me back and kept saying how happy you were. then suddenly,
the teacher woke me up. pushing me back to face the reality. thrusting on me to leave my perfect dreamland. realizing me on where i am right now. "happy birthday kak" "ok thanks" was the truth. there were no cake, the princess-prince thingy, even the kisses. he's just way too far.
Minggu, 25 Oktober 2009
fy, he's gonna hve his bday 2morrow. what will ya do?
Afaf Dini says:
errr stiil dk. but the first thing that popped out on my mind is try to forget him
wat th fuck he has done 2 make u said those stuffs, hun? tell me :x
Afaf Dini says:
err, idont really get it
Afaf Dini says:
you wont understand
Afaf Dini says:
hes just too effin addicted and i'm sure i dont want to fall for the other drugs. i mean, ive once being hurted and i dont want to fail for the second. once feels enough and the pain still on my chest. it's just too hard for me to fall for more. i'm his fan. his biggest fan. and i wont change myself to be a lover. is this enough?
idk what to write
Afaf Dini says:
so do i
iv gtg. anything left you need 2 say. text me hun
Afaf Dini says:
k, thanks dear. A lot
Afaf Dini says:
what a conversation
Sabtu, 03 Oktober 2009
hm, how we start it? let's see
hay i'm affy. oh well, i mean, i'm Afaf Dini Hamid on the grade X-1
ohkay, i wont be surprised if you dont know me though
i'm a junior and you're senior. yes?
you dont need to reply this or whatever, and i'm not expecting you to find and thank me
seeing you reading this is enough to make me fly
to be honest, i dont know what to write, what to say, what to do
i mean, if i were you i might be like, "what the hell this creppy girl saying?"
and this puts me on my nerves, in case.. you really were
oh great, i'm getting damn nervous and sweety. let's get it on the point
yes frankly, i like you, i got attracted by you, i was thingking about you, and i cant get you outta my mind. and that annoys me. obviously
i spend my time in front of a box called monitor checking your facebook and wonder if you were there across the monitor and i go do weird happy dances.
i go crazy every time the school time was over and i sit down with my girls and seeing you and cant stop smiling and thingking of everything about you.
i go insane everytime you come to my mind.
i'm proud and showing off your achievements to all my friends and saying how you are like the perfect guy ever born, besides i'm your nothing.
i always get speachless everytime you talk to me and it caused you think i'm weird, perhaps?
i can now sing the Kelsey-metro station and True To Me-metro station because i really do feel like the singer. the lyrics now fits me perfectly, and it seems like the songs specially wrote for us. because "i want you so much" and "he's one in the million".
and i always do remember one of your friends telling me you like me. and how i wanted it to be true...
Jumat, 02 Oktober 2009
"And I'll swim the ocean for you. the ocean for you. whoa, oh Kelsey. and I'll swim the ocean for you. the ocean for you. whoa, oh Kelsey. (i hear you darlin')"
currently listening to Kelsey by Metro Station.
my heart starts to beat along with the rythm, my lips start to sing the lyrics, and i start to enjoy the song. trying to analyze what the purpose of the writer to wrote that song.
i didnt really get it. so i keep playing the same song, repeatedly. the part which i really do understand just the reff section. he keeps saying "i want you so much". and his passion really shows us how he really need that girl. the girl who this song was written to is such a lucky girl.
i really do miss my the times when i felt like i was totally like the singer. i need him, i want him, and i love him. it's such a long time after my last love. the stupid bean? he's owned. the hothead bandplayer? he's such a jerk. and the popular model senior? idk.
i mean, i'm not brave enough to smile at him, even just say hi. but i'm not strong enough to face the reality he wasnt mine. big decisions.
"i want you, so much. i need you, so much. i need your, i need your, your touch"
Sabtu, 26 September 2009
the new layout its arrived guys! thanks for being such a patient reader :) i know i'm late. haha
let me introduce one of a great friends of my blog. DAVITA KUSUMA. go check her blogs. it's her personal blog and this one's for her layouts. and the good news is, you can request your own by email her. that's the point!
i'm seriously telling you guys. she's the bomb. go check it, it's worth your time.
thanks Davita, and thanks guys for supporting me keep writing on this blog
ps: yes it's not over yet. i have to fix there, there, and there. so many things have to be fixed up. so yes, i'm still waiting for my camera :)
ps2: i'm not sure about all things will be done before this holiday ends. i mean, there are only 3 days left. so, i'm sorry for the bad postpone. but i promised you i'll be back as fast as the word itself. ciao
Rabu, 23 September 2009
Minggu, 20 September 2009
Sabtu, 19 September 2009
yes it is. tomorrow is Hari Raya, (for those upon whom muslim) and i'm gonna renew this blog. new pictures coming up, i'm still on the process begging my mom for a camera, so i can light this blog a bit up. what's up on my life? Paparazzi by Lady gaga stucked on my head, i love the lyrics and it fits my life perfectly at the moment. and yesss, i'm currently in love with a model. ROFLOL. no i'm just kidding about the model thingy. i'm attracted by a guy on my school, damn he looks like a model with a tall and kind of skinny body, and his face just like a... oh shut up this love things. oh and Bintang a.k.a Beany -_-' told me something last night and i cant believe i cant get it outta my mind. i cant tell here, but i can promise is something huge. so it a bit annoys me at times but just change the topic, anyway sorry for removing your links here and also the chat box. please dont take it too seriously. doesnt mean i'm being arrogant or something, but i'm no longer do exchange links or blogwalking things. i'm too busy to reply all the messages back, but hey guys! i appreciate it, damn much! because you know, reader is the first reason a writer writes. you can keep dropping hi via my twitter or facebook, see? easy as 1 2 3. search moi: Afaf Dini Hamid on facebook and Affyeaheroine on twitter. oh talking about twitter, tomorrow or sooner or later i might stop following you guys whose twitter just talks pointless and in bahasa. i mean, this is 21th century, dont waste your time and oh cmon, english is needed for our future. once again, dont take too seriously, your twitter and blog are just not so interesting according to ME. sorry :)
officialy, love. affyeaheroine xx
Rabu, 16 September 2009
Sabtu, 12 September 2009
the questions of 'whys' and 'if-onlys' about how i can be here is just way too complicated. even for the smartest people ever. its like a 16767325893657 pieces of puzzle with blank picture on it.
Minggu, 06 September 2009
can't take my hand back when it took my blackberry off the bag, i felt so bored. i cant help it. and i really cant understand my teacher. i started to type this over again.
Rabu, 02 September 2009
Sabtu, 22 Agustus 2009
Jumat, 21 Agustus 2009
Senin, 17 Agustus 2009
Rabu, 12 Agustus 2009
Hah gtg, my teacher is yelling to me for playing the cellphone on class. And like I've said for about thousands and one times. Sorry for the misspelled, I just don't like to read it twice its somekind a waste of time.
Minggu, 02 Agustus 2009
Rabu, 29 Juli 2009
oh why i'm so cold? its because you forgot to shut the refrigerator. but how about i am so hot? oh well, its given
Ps: guys, if there so many misspelled words, just ooops and sorry, I just don't like to read them twice. It just a waste of time. Bye bye lovers