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guys, the affyeah is back.

english for now on, Bahasa just cant really express myself out.

i was typing this while i studied how to make circles by cloth, such an useless time i spent here. and i was lying my back on the wall and keep track on people around, i found so many differences they got here, so many stories born. and i realized, i've got to spend 3 years of my life here, my school

today was bad like it used to be. the guys and girls here just cant shut their mouth up, the class is so crowded and i feel lost. i lost the track of time, and i cant feel my heart, i'm being such a heartless. and i cant understand every signal my brain tries to send to me, feels like nothing. is this something like moodless?

this is where i can really express myself. sounds so chessy? yes it does

i like cheese anyway

i was dazed, when my teacher called my name, and i immediately handed off my blackberry device, put it on my bag and started to concentrate on what techer said. but this brain didn't work.

i tried to put every words on my brain, and try to analyze each of them. they're just too hard. and i got bored so easily

can't take my hand back when it took my blackberry off the bag, i felt so bored. i cant help it. and i really cant understand my teacher. i started to type this over again.

the wind came by the windows beside me, and the fan keeps rolling above us. i was damn sleepy. every single words from my teacher sounded like alien, is so hard for me to think.

i decided to take some rest while the teachers cant stop speaking. i lay down my head on my bag, heading to dreamland, leaving the reality.

damn, the bell rang. the school time was over. and i'm still missing my old friends. i remember clearly every single words they've blessed me with their laughs.

oh well, here i am again. standing still here watching the clock tik-toking and seperated from my old friends.

do i sound sooo desperate?