affyeah rules the internet
once again, i typed this while i was on my class. this class scares me a bit. the crowd freaks me out. i've never been this lost while i was still on my old school. i looked at my left and found cheap bitches adore their own figures, think theyre the best and try the best to impress the jocks. i turned my head to the left , you'll find a bunch of guys dare each of em to do somthing extreme just to prove they are that tough.
is not something i used to feel. their laugh scares me, their tear pleases me. they arent my friends. i even get happy when one of them is on pain. i always have it on my mind, that they dont deserve every inch of my smile. they claim they are my friends. i cant see how it reals....
some guys trying to solve the rubiks, some girls were gossiping. just like the other common 15 aged teenagers. i'm sure i miss my old school, where everythigs extra-ordinary...
it feels harder to face the reality, the dreamland seems like the perfect place for me to escape myself
'if-onlys' keep rolling and my brain keeps trying to answer all the Qs. but however, i just could leave em all left unaswered at it remains
the Qs get harder than the math test that is complicated enough for me to makes my brain twists.
the questions of 'whys' and 'if-onlys' about how i can be here is just way too complicated. even for the smartest people ever. its like a 16767325893657 pieces of puzzle with blank picture on it.
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