@aulion

i'm just gonna make a short post here, due to the sucks connection and it's such a late at night here.

i was kinda dissapointed at one of my best boy, and that was the time i really need him. i taught he doesnt care about me, at all.

i woke up and went online. i signed in my msn and appeared to be offline. i was really in a bad mood to talk. i updated my twitter and checked my replies, but the web wasnt able to show the whole replies, sucks connection. and he suddenly talked to me and left some offline messages. and i was like, "wtf, he knows me even i appeared to be offline" well, even he doesnt know i was there accross the monitor, it was such a great accidental.

and he called me at times. and i was too sick to answer the phone. he texted me once and i cant reply it back, i got no energy at all to reach my mobile phone.

i tried to sleep, tried to forget all the problems, and started to keep positive thingking.

my phone rang suddenly and it woke me up from my dream, a call from unknown number. i knew it was him. and yes i was right. i answered the telephone and we talked. he asked about what was i feeling, and the other simple question. i suddenly realized he's the one who could make me better. sooner or later i have to fix all of the problem before i die, because he's such my breath.

i dont care about how he treats me, does he care at me or not, how much he loves me, what has he done for me, or the other stupid question. i've told you he's my breath, he's the other part of me which missing and i've found it, he's my twins

if i was the yin, than he's the yang

and he completed me like noone ever did. my love to him is just uncountable, as big as the word 'LOVE' can be. he doesnt even know how much i love him

oh and one more, LOVE doesnt always talks about romance. love is universal guys.