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a friend of mine once asked about my love life on the past. no words i could explain. i stucked on this question, this was a thousand times harder than math on the white board. it freezed my lips. all the memories came recalled on sudden. i tried to look normal, and i said, "i got no ex" and tried to laugh. the bitterest laugh ever popped out this mouth. i've never been in a serious relationship. the boys keep coming and leaving in a clap. i can't hold em, just like seasons. they keep changing and i am tolerating em. 2 rules were on in this relationship. they love me, i pretend to love em & i play em before they break me. boys just waste my time, and they dont actually deserve it