first, i'm gonna say happy new year, all the best wishes for our life on 2010, for all my reader :) WOOOO WOOOO!! (trying to sound like trumpet, but kinda failed -_-') after a massive night, lots of fireworks popping and trumpets everywhere, what's YOUR new resolution? hah? me? oh well, the last night i was so fucked up. a rock hit my friendship with Aulion. so i said that i wont make wishes or resolution or whatev. last night i thought every years would be the same. i knew, they wont come true so i stopped hoping for a new life. last night i felt like, "for god sake, i dont get it why people gets so excited about this day. i mean, it's just the last number of date which changing". and i went so emo on my Twitter and Facebook BUTTTTT this morning a text from him changed everything
:)) let me show you what this message told me about:
"udah berapa tahun ya faf kita sahabatan, ga taunya udah tahun baru aje. alhamdulillah ya faf meskipun tahun baru itu bodoamat, seengaknya gue ngerasa kita temenan lamaa bgt, org pacaran aja kalah ya hahaha. alhamdulillah juga gue ga pernah ngebentak lo, marah2in lo, tp gapapa kok faf gue dimarahin lo. kan lo pernah bilang klo kita egois, dan wajar dong kalo ada yg marah. tenang faf, jgn sedih taun baru ini, soalnya masih banyak yg lebih sedih dari lo. maaf ya faf klo kalimat gue salah atau ga pake bahasa inggris. gila aja deh gue kalah ama filmaker lawan penulis handal, pasti kalimat gue ga sosweet. bodo amat ya so sweet apa engga, i would like to say happy changing year. okeh! maaf lahir batin ya faf. -Aulion xoxo. ssesese hahaha"
fiuh, a pretty long text huh? well, since we forget the exact time when we claimed ourselves as "bestfriend" then, we use the new year event as the barometer how long we've became bestfriend. according to my calculation, we've shared our life for about 3 YEARS, it's such a long damn time. thanks for this 3 years we've spent together, thanks for the tears and laugh you've blessed every steps on my life, thanks for the light you brought when the darkness covered my life, thanks for catching me and bringing me up everytime i fall, thanks for being here when the rest walked out, thanks for being the one i can fully trusted on, thanks for being so kind, so wise, and so gentle when facing our problems, thanks for the movies you made for me, and thanks for every movies you asked me to help you, frankly, that's one of my favorite activites to go make movies with you, thanks for keeping my secrets, thanks for being the best i've ever had.
message for him gave me lots of hopes and wishes for 2010. let me show you, what i wish deep inside :)
-i'm gonna make myself. wiser, mature, and respectful
-stop whinning, start to learn to accept every God's decision
-spend more time with my family
-stop thinking about how unfair life is, life has its own Director
-stop being selfish, start to believe that i lived with peoples. and i'm not the only one who's surviving
-try to be thankful for everything God has given, life is a present for us
-the point of all this wishes just one, God plese help me to be a better person on 2010. AMEN
every starts has their own ends. 2009 has ended, 2010 has come, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!
ps: i'll post about what i've done on 2009. but i've got to list what the thing i need to write. just wait and be patience guys :)
ps2: FINALLY I BOUGHT A NEW CAMERA. well, not the one i wanted and craved for. but, this one's pretty good and i hope it'll help me bring back my light on this blog :')
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