you know what is regret? regret is something combined by so many 'If-Only's and 'I Hope's

something

recall the times

when you were

my the only one

and something

remains me

that

today

what i've got

is a bunch

full of regrets

hah

am remembering

the time

when you called me

Honey

when you made

a glass of coffee

for just two of us

when you smile at me

and taught me how to

understand an analogue watch

and you said

"it's ten thirty honey"

with your face close to mine

and the sweetest smile i've ever seen

and when i fell asleep

on a bus and you sat right across me

you asked my friend

"hey, is she already fall asleep?"

hah i was not

i was there and

i heard you saying those words

with a great sounds

that sounds like

a thousand drums

that hit my heart

and suck it

with a thousand of butterflies

and do you remember

when you asked me to grab your hand

when we were in a damn long track

in a camp?

and when you looked at me

when i was tired

but still keep singing

jingle bells?

and when the other left me

and you keep there

waiting for me?

and when i was slipped and

you handed off your stick?

so i could walk easier?

and everytime when you texted me?

when i said

'we are loser'

and so you dont want to talk again?

and i got so panicked

and i texted yuo

and you said

'no, thats okay :)"

and when i full your friendster profile with comments

and when you asked me to make you a myspace profile

and when i used your profile

to checking up my broken myspace layout?

and when you decided

to choose her

not me

and you were crying

so damn hard

until you can barely breath

and when we chated on MSN

while you were crying

and i was so depressed

and you said so sorry

and we both full with regrets?

do you remember all of em?

yess i do.

will you remember me?

yess i will.