this night supposed to be my best night of my life. called prom night. but what am i doing right now? sitting and typing this

Right now,
Am sitting here
As usual, on my chair
In front of my computer
With nobody

Wondering what are they doing
Dancing, singing, and spinning
Joking, laughing and hugging

And at the end of the night
They are hugging, saying goodbyes
The boy just can’t hide their tears anymore
Forget about their manliness, and start to cry

And the girls

just can’t hide their jealously to each other
And start to hug everybody
Forget about their make-ups
Even they know they mascara would be melted But they don’t care

the music is changing

turns from rock which makes their feets can't stop to dance, into classic that could makes eyes drop their tears. and there can't be any avoidance

tonight is the night they have to say goodbye

remember, every good friend was once a stranger

we came to this school, together

we walked upstairs nervously, together

we scared to the seniors, together

the seniors put us into troubles, together

the senior gave us so much punishment, together

we first came to our first class, together

and so we've got to end this up, together

Hey
remember all the good time we shared?
All the rumors we made?
All the bad time we hated?
All the jokes we laughed together at?

Will you remember this part of life?
3 years we spent together
3 years we worked out together
3 years we lived together

The bad part, the good part
We always together

Hah
I remember how Aulion used to make so many films and
The way he talks. This sometimes hurt my feeling
But at the end, his words mean everything
I never met a super best friend as best as he could be
Am sure you are the greatest director the earth ever have

And Aqila, who used to cure us every single time we hurt
And who always be our leader and our older sister
A great woman
Who am sure
Someday she will be as great as her mommy and be a doctor
Like she always wanted

Ririe used to asked me stupid questions
And I love her childishness
And her caring and down to earth personality
And how she loves us
It’s so unforgettable
And she’ll be a psychiatrist as she wishing

Tayaa who used to be a popular kid
But never forget about us
She has a thousand and one friends
But we are her top one
And I bet she will be a great photographer
Based on the skill she has

Belle and Ryhm the independent girls
Who are has their own ways
And don’t care about the other
And Belle will be a stewardess and Ryhm will be a Journalist
I bet they can

Well, I can’t say every single time in Tugasku is good
But, I enjoy every single second on Tugasku

Sorry guys, I can’t attend our last party
No, doesn’t mean I’m not there

Even am here sitting alone, typing in this keyboard
And not dressed-up

I’ve put my heart in 4th
That means, I’m there
With you guys

Haha

Am not crying
Why have to cry?
It’s not the end guys
it’s a start for us
to prove to the world that the 4th generation of Tugasku
Is blessed

Hey
This past 3 years is a gift from God

and am kinda love this gift