i read a recipe book. i looked one of the recipe, 'how to be beautiful'. and the secret recipe is..

Confident.

is an old story by the way,

but it stuck on my mind

until today,

when i write this

it's a good story

and it really happen.

it really happen

on my life

it happen when i went to some kind of weeding party

and i wear a not-so-good dress

i didn't even dress up

i was totally not dolled up

and when i enjoyed the party

i noticed there was a girl

stared at me

she is maybe around 8 or 10 years old

she's a fat, darked skin, messy hair, and with a really low confident girl

it looked by the way she stand

her eyes seemed like ,

"i'm not like you, i'm not like the other normal girl, i'm a fugly"

then,

a woman walked to me, she smiled at me, gave me her hands

waiting for me to grab her hands and shake them

and i did

and i wondered, who is she.

and the fact, she knew me.

and i asked who is she

and she answered, "i'm the momma of that girl" pointed at her,

that girl who stared at me

and i handed over her a glass of pudding and we start to chated

she explained, why her daughter really shy

so i looked at that girl

yes she is

she even wasn't brave enough to looked straight to my eyes

and her momma just told me

that she, a girl who stared at me

adore me so much

just because

when i was a kid

i looked really like her

we look so similiar

i bet we separated at birth. haha

and she adore the way i talk

the way i stand

the way i scream to this world that,

"YES I AM BEAUTIFUL"

and her momma, just told me she stole some of my kid photos

which i thought a secret admirerwho did that. haha

she asked, how to look so confident with

a round face, fat body, and dark skin

and i answered

just believe in your self, and thank God for everything

if you believe in your self that you are beautiful

then, you are

for, those who haven't believe in yourselves yet

sincerely,

xoxo AFFYEAHEROINE <3