is it ironic? when a kid come to her momma, and ask for the most bitter-est candy just to know how his excrush's smile tastes like?

i read one of his wall

you know, my ex-crush

and read somone

a girl

wrote how friends of her like him so much

ans she also explained how good-loking is he

that's true

i mean, he DOES have a really good-looking face

and also a goddamn cool personality

that could makes girl melt at one twinkle in the eye

his wink feels like a fresh air

that could blow my hairspayed-hair

and his smile like the most expensive and the sweetest candy

that makes everybody would saving more money to taste his smile

and so am i

i'm murdered at his first smile

and he killed me when he said

"honey" to me

i felt my heart stop beating

but now,

his wink feels like

a rock

that always ready to hit me up

whenever there's a small chance

and his smile feels like

the most bitter-est of all the candies

no, i never taste that bitter-est candy

because he

NEVER

give me

that bitter smile

he

never

give

me

a

smile

and that killed me

same as when he called me as "honey"

but this time was different

he killed me with his bloddy sight

which looks like, "i'm gonna kill you because of that, bitch"

and

that

bloody sight

gives me

nightmare

every

single day