what's the name where everything's unfair, ppl play without rules and they do the opposites of good? oh man we called it high school

i know, i know. this is such a damn long time i havent post something new again.

somethings happened on my life. started by new school. yeah, i'm on high school. and it feels teribble annoying. i hate it

junior high school is way better than this. believe me.

if only there was time machine. i would like to trade for everything

i feel different. i feel strange. you know, senior high school just doesnt taste right

i'm so different now. you know, i shut my mouth on class which i never did when i was still on junior high school. i never smile which i always do when i was still on junior high school. and i feel so stupid which i never feel when i was still a junior high school student.

high school has so much unwritten rules.

and the rules are dumb

i just feel weird everytime i noticed my best friends werent here. it feels like "where all my friends gone?"

haha but i supposed to run my life on. i cant stuck my life here.

and the second

it comes about. loves

haha again?

well, i'm officially not in love with HIM anymore. you know, cocaine

i just realized he doesnt deserve every each of my part of heart

it's too expensive for a guy who doesnt know how to respect it.

and the problems goes to a new guy.

but now isnt a perfect time to shout it out loud that i love him.

eveybody arent ready enough hahaa.

nah just kidding.

it just because my heart feels like you know. confused. LOL

hahaha and it drops my mood down every single seconds he comes to my mind

oh well, it feels like 'i've got to go now"

so, byes

xoxo

ps: i feel dumb when i wrote this. so, it'll be like trashy trashy little cheesy. ROFL