my heart is beating for you, but you don't even realize that my heart still beats.

whoa untill now

it's almost one years

i have a huge crush on you

or maybe

it's not kind of crush anymore

it's love?

who knows?

almost one year

.....i sneak to look at your face

.....i give you the best damn huge smile just for you

.....i nervous every time beside you

.....i love you

and when i check out my facebook

whoa

i realized it's almost

4 months you've left me

4 months you've been with her

4 months you love her

and it's almost 4 months too

you give me that bloody sight

you give me that bitter smile

you give me that deadly curses

that you know,

could make me weak

as easy as

a clap in your hand

if only a genie

comes and ask me 3 wishes

it would be

my friends happiness

YOUR happiness

and

a chance

to

take back the past