you said, "no hurt feeling" but my feel is hurted already

look at this...

and

what do you think?

a camera?

a canon ps e1?

a blue camera with a 'canon' text on it?

a picture?

no, you all are wrong

i mean, yes it is a picture-of-a-blue-canon-ps-e1-camera-with-a-'canon'-text-on -it

but

it worth more than a camera on my eyes

that is what i want

for more than months

very first time

i saw a picture of it

i fell in love with it

damn i fell so hard

and i just can't believe

yesterday

which supposed to be my

day to having it

is all dissapear

because of a bit

selfish-ness from

my daddy

and my sister

and its just to incredulous

they broke my dreams

it's not about the camera

it talks about me

they don't even believe enough in me

they said so

but they look like

"you ARE only a child"

yes

my feel is hurted

and i'm totally pissed off.

dear my momma

my daddy

my sister

if only i knew

all of you would read this

i would make sure

all of you will

notice

how dissapointed am i

and i think

even

canon ps e1

won't kill

my hurt feeling