i've seen so much fake friends, i've even handled them. that's why its so tiring, "You are my bestfriendforever i promise" for those fake.

"Remember that every good friend was once a stranger"

I found a stranger who once was my chair mate. Became my best friend now. It’s just weird when we remember that time

"A friend is one who walks in when others walk out" -Walter Winchell

I’ve been there, when the rest of the world walks out. When everybody leave me alone just because a stupid rumor. And there was a boy stand still waving his hand to me and his eyes say, “it’s okay, I’m still here” and that’s when we became best friend.

"A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else." - Len Wein

I spend my whole day helping him and he just don’t realize how much times I spend because of him.

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

I am always trying to listen to his heart beat, trying to analyze what his every single heartbeat means, but that feels useless. When I try to sing the beats back to you, you just say all of them are wrong.

"Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."- Anonymous

I’m trying to be your diamond, but it feels like you don’t need any diamond. And I’m trying swipe leaves around you, and it feels like you don’t care about dropped leaves surrounded you.

"Friendship is talking to your best friend without words."

I always feel like that, and all you think is, ‘wtf, she is deaf?!’

"What is a friend? A single soul in two bodies." - Aristotle

I always try to put in my mind, my soul broken into 2 pieces. And you made it like I’ve found it. I thought you are my other piece. But it seems like your soul isn’t broken yet, and you don’t need a piece of a broken soul.

"Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life.

I thought you are my secret ingredient, but when I taste my life. The taste just doesn’t fit me. Doesn’t fit me at all.

"Friends are born, not made." 
- Henry Adams

He’s born, but I feel like am still waiting for my someone's birth

"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them; I'd be at the bottom to catch them"

When I jumped off a bridge, there is no one standing there to catch me. And I feel like dying. Yes, he came, but he’s just too late.

"A person is only complete when she has a true friend to understand her, to share all her passions and sorrows with, and to stand by her throughout her life." 

I feel like I’m not complete yet, and I need somebody to complete myself. I just can’t work it all by myself. I thought you’ll be there to help me carry those pieces of me, but you just sit there, yelling “go affy go affy!” but you do nothing.

"You cannot say you've lost a friend. If a friendship is capable of ending, it is because it never existed."

Is our friendship feel like it never existed? Why? I poured myself into it, and let myself drowned and it never existed?! Well, maybe it’s right. I’m the one who want more and more, and never think that maybe you need nobody.