do you think every princess out there live happily ever after? raise your hands if the answer is yes.

99% raise their hands, and 1% says no. and who's right? the 1%

i didnt say princess will never be happy.
everybody, even the sinner will.
but i mean, princess has the bigger change to be unhappy.
their parents give them less care and more money.
that's what am tasting right now.

i need my father now,
i mean he doesnt go away or move.
but i do feel like am losing him beside me.
i knew, i should support him with his new activities or whatever.
but does he realize how i miss him so Fing much?

i need him to go to my school and free me from teacher's prison
i need to see him when i just go back from school, and see him watch newsfeed on TV
i need him to ask me how to email
i need him to carry off the computer when i using it
i trully need him

and when i started to cry
i am kinda scared i will cant hold on it again
and when i start to drop my tears
i scared i will look like an alien
with a big teary ball in her eyes

i hope it's about 4 AM
so, someone will knock at the door
and i just know that it is him,
my daddy
and i will get up from my bed and run staright to him for a big damn hug

sometimes, i just need him